some-girl

Thanks cweeks (https://www.deviantart.com/cweeks). I am honored, excited, overjoyed. I feel special. Motivated. And thanks to everyone who's faved, devwatched, and commented and all that good junk. This is awesome. I truly appreciate it. I always like to visit people's pages who've faved my photographs and leave thank yous and check out their galleries, so I'll be doing that soons I get some free time on my hands. Life's still been pretty crappy, but hey, this dd helps. :D Thanks again. :heart:

so i've got like all the free time in the world, waiting around for a job to pop up, and I can't seem to get out there and take any pictures. i don't really know what to photograph. i think i'm done photographing people for a while, or at least T & M. I've actually got a few new models (old high school "friends," if that's what you want to call them. we were never that close. well, sort of, but, it's a long story) lined up for me to photograph, but i have this fear. i've only worked with two people before and i don't know how comfortable i'd be working with anybody else. it's sad, i won't even try. i wonder how long i'll put this off. but any

one of the reasons i hate los angeles; all the damned earthquakes. we just had one. scared the hell out of me. i know i should be used to these things by now, having lived in southern california my whole life, but i'm not. i thought this was it; the one that was supposed to sink california into the ocean. but yeah, you know what this means; precursor for something big. that's what happened back in 1994. we had a 3.5 and then a couple of days later we had a 6.7 or something like that. and there was a tsunami warning two days ago...they cancelled it, but still. EDIT: now the news says it was 4.9. :shakefist: :cries: :fear: :worry: :cries: